How About Some Whine with Your Cheese?

Sometimes even I am suprised by my own lameness and sappiness.  There’s a point where I just embrace my pathetic inner self and laugh it off.

In the previous post I alluded to a certain somone coming into town.  That very special someone is Notebook (oh how I heart him).  (For you new readers you can go here to find out more about him)  Being the sucker for rejection that I clearly am, I’m getting ready to pine away for him after he rejects me tomorrow.  Sad, I know.

In preparation for the eventual nothingness that will come out of our seeing eachother, I’m listening to my very own playlist (created especially for just such an occassion).  Pathetic, I know.  At this point I have listened to You Don’t Know Me (they lyrics are below) at least 20 times today. 

You give your hand to me
And then you say, “Hello.”
And I can hardly speak,
My heart is beating so.
And anyone can tell
You think you know me well.
Well, you don’t know me.
(no you don’t know me)
No you don’t know the one
Who dreams of you at night;
And longs to kiss your lips
And longs to hold you tight
Oh I’m just a friend.
That’s all I’ve ever been.
Cause you don’t know me.
(no you don’t know me)
For I never knew the art of making love,
Though my heart aches with love for you.
Afraid and shy, I let my chance go by.
A chance that you might love me too.
(love me too)
You give your hand to me,
And then you say, “Goodbye.”
I watched you walk away,
Beside the lucky guy
Oh, you’ll never ever know
The one who loved you so.
Well, you don’t know me
(For I never knew the art of making love, )
(Though my heart aches with love for you. )
Afraid and shy, I let my chance go by.
A chance that you might love me too.
(love me too)
Oh, you give your hand to me,
And then you say, “Goodbye.”
I watched you walk away,
Beside the lucky guy
Oh, you’ll never ever know
The one who loved you so.
Well, you don’t know me
(you don’t love me, you don’t know me)

No, I know, it’s really pathetic.  Thankfully, I’ll have some booze in which to drown myself.  If you want the rest of my sappy little playlist, feel free to keep on reading. . .

Just when you thought it couldn’t get any worse, I present you with the playlist.  You see, it goes from a hopeful beginning to a broken heart.  Jesus, that’s so lame that I might just throw myself down some stairs. 

I present to you with my very special Notebook Playlist (prepared to be in awe of my pathetic sappy abilities):

You Don’t Know Me – Michael Buble
I Want To Hold Your Hand – T.V. Carpio (Across the Universe)
Crush – Mandy Moore
Rosalinda – Thalia
Kiss Me – Sixpense None The Richer
Touch Me – Boys & Girls (Spring Awakening)
What a Good Boy – Barenaked Ladies
Turn the Clock Around – Mandy Moore
Someday – Mariah Carey
Kissing a Fool – Michael Buble
Insensitive – Jann Arden
Hopelessly Devoted to You – Olivia Newton John (Grease)
Thanks That Was Fun – Barenaked Ladies
Way Back Into Love – Hugh Grant & Haley Bennett (Music & Lyrics)
You Don’t Know Me – Jann Arden